ambition

I remember when I was 15 and planning on making a remote controlled submarine to travel across the pacific and into the US… after of course I had made millions with algo trading because I’m simply THAT guy.

Surprisingly I didn’t make millions of dollars with algo trading but my fucking around in that space led to me getting my first ever job in tech (but that’s a story for another post).

Not many people have told me that I can’t do something, and ones that have, I didn’t really respect so I literally didn’t give a fuck.

I’m more delusional than ambitious and I think my delusion makes me more ambitious which, in turn, makes me more delusional. I’m in a loop of constant thought and day dreaming. I feel like I’m losing my mind from both pursuit of greatness and genuine insanity.

Consistency

Recently I learned that consistency is whats been missing from my life. I genuinely believe I can still make millions from algo trading or selling water bottles with enough time and consistency.

In my mind, the silliest of ideas or the highest of goals are within my reach given enough time. Time is the only thing standing between me today and the greatest man to ever live.

Current ambition

My current ambition is to build a multi trillion dollar cloud company. My goal isn’t purely monetary, it’s the scale of things. The big numbers. Millions of servers, billions of requests per second, billions of users, thousands of employees.

I ask myself “What’s stopping me from achieving this?” and the only answer I can come up with, is myself.

Lack of commitment. Lack of effort. Lack of action.

What I’m trying to say is there is no unattainable goal.

Future

I will show this post one day to millions of people while I’m giving a speech or doing a Q&A or something. Right now I’m an 18 year old with a roof over his head, food, a laptop and an internet connection.

One day I’ll be a 20-something year old with a billion dollar cloud company, a roof over his head, food, a laptop and an internet connection.

Maybe that won’t happen, idk, worst case scenario is that I tried.

The End

• be ambitious
• shoot for the stars
• don’t listen to people you don’t respect

This post probably sucks, I’m so sleep deprived